Wednesday, October 25, 2006

welcome to the black parade-my chemical romance...

i love this....

welcome to the black parade-my chemical romance


When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them,
your demons,
and all the non believers,
the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade.
"When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall,
the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.
We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.
A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call
To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry onWe'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all
Do or dieYou'll never make me
Because the world,
will never take my heart
You can try,
you'll never break me
You want it all,
you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a heroI'm just a boy,
who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry onWe'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world,
will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part) [x2]
SIGH!!!!!thank GOD i passed my eng and 2 other subjects man....i am promoted....haven tell my parents yet but they're gonna know tmr....i dunno how i shld feel bout this man...gone is my mp3...gone is my new rebonded hair...gone is my new pair of shoes....argh dammit!!!!shit shit shit shit shit!!!!

i dunno wat to say....i'm so disappointed in myself....btw, lets talk bout music...something to ease the soul.....i am so into MCR's new album....i'm gonna get that by hook or crook....it's so cool....WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE....sounds abit like a x'mas song dun u think??/
omg!!!xmas is so comin....i'm being abit tempremental right now...mixed feelings.....exams....MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE....xmas....i really dunno what to say now man....

holla atcha,
melissa
SIGH!!!!!thank GOD i passed my eng and 2 other subjects man....i am promoted....haven tell my parents yet but they're gonna know tmr....i dunno how i shld feel bout this man...gone is my mp3...gone is my new rebonded hair...gone is my new pair of shoes....argh dammit!!!!shit shit shit shit shit!!!!

i dunno wat to say....i'm so disappointed in myself....btw, lets talk bout music...something to ease the soul.....i am so into MCR's new album....i'm gonna get that by hook or crook....it's so cool....WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE....sounds abit like a x'mas song dun u think??/
omg!!!xmas is so comin....i'm being abit tempremental right now...mixed feelings.....exams....MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE....xmas....i really dunno what to say now man....

holla atcha,
melissa

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

i hate my life now....i'm so freakin out....i'm not gonna rest in peace untill sch ends...wtf???i wanna stay in express...........
i hate my life now....i'm so freakin out....i'm not gonna rest in peace untill sch ends...wtf???i wanna stay in express...........

Thursday, October 12, 2006

omg ! like exams are over.....last paper was like so excruciating man!!!!amaths sux big time...i'm so gonna drop it next year..more time to concentrate on other subjects...i was just sitting there for the 2 1/2 hrs man...doing literally nothin'....i'm so sick of this man...i just hope that my results are gonna be fine...argh!!!so stressed...but it's time for me to relax...wadda hell is wrong with me??i can never rest in peacuntill i can accept my results...i need to have all the luck man...

i need an mp3 man...i look so darn pathetic when i go to skul and i see everyone listening to music and i'm just staring at their pathetic faces....i asked my mom bout it and she said she'd get me one by the end of the year....i can wait...it's gonna be my third if i actually get it....and my dad said he would get me a new pair of convese shoes by next month...it's like chistmas is here man...i'm so in the festive mood already...i can't wait...i hope my results will be good enuf...good enuf to convince my parents that i deserve the mp3 and the shoes....argh!!!i hate life..i love life....the suspense is so drivung me crazy...i need to know my marks....and i so dun wanna drop classes man....i earned a place in 3b man...i dun wanna drop!!!!

GOD pls help me...


just did a test on lovehappens.com....

me,my personality-You're ambitious, enigmatic and love being in the spotlight. You have a way with being in front of people, and they enjoy watching you in action. Chances are you have a bevy of friends and you thrive knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter, and you really shine when you're under pressure.

my Mr. Right-Your ideal match is flexible, innovative and smart. He's got a robust love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are he hates rules, and doesn't plan on getting old. He's unusually friendly and has a way of earning people's respect wherever he goes.

go get yours done....

god pls help....
exams are so OVER!!!!yes....but wait...still got the results to wait for....arh who cares.....i gonna every bit of life right now....can sleep in till afterrnoon....the last paper,A-math, was so tough...anyway it has always been....it was like 2 1/2 hrs man....so excruciating...just sitting there looking at everyone doing it man...i'm so gonna drop it next year....btw, there's a new scheme for next year....ppl will have to drop classes according to their grades...i dun wanna drop classes man...i earned a place in 3b man....i dun wanna drop....ARGH!!!i will never rest in peace untill i can accept my results....oh GOD help me....i've been a very bad gurl....i must do my penance.....okayokay...enuf of the religious stuff...

i am so into rock now....with the new evanescence single"call me when you're sober"...it;s even on my blog....i love the video clip....just hanging out now....i cant believe that exams are so over!!!!like OMG!!!i actually did my last minute revision and you should see me when i am studyin....still awake late night making some time for tv...i gotta watch some tv....

damn i look so pathetic without an MP3 man...when i go to sch,i see ppl listening to loud music and me staring at their shit ass faces...damn....i really need one man....i asked my mum today...she said she'd get me one by the end of this year....it's gonna be my third this year but i can wait...i dun wanna rush her...and my dad, he said he's gonna buy for me this pair of converse shoes....by next month....it's like chirtmas is so here man...only if i get lah...i hope this year, christmas will be as cool as last year's...

i am so stressed bout my results..hope it's gonna be good...enuf to convince my parents that i desere an mp3 and those converse shoes...

was doing this test on lovehappens.com...check out what it says bout me...

melissa-You're ambitious, enigmatic and love being in the spotlight. You have a way with being in front of people, and they enjoy watching you in action. Chances are you have a bevy of friends and you thrive knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter, and you really shine when you're under pressure...

my Mr. right-Your ideal match is flexible, innovative and smart. He's got a robust love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are he hates rules, and doesn't plan on getting old. He's unusually friendly and has a way of earning people's respect wherever he goes.

go get yours done...


GOD help me....