end of easter..

currently listening to: independent-webbie ft diamond(im hooked on it)
mood: moody...:P

so its yet another boring weekend..im struck with the weekend blues...sigh....then i went to church...for my pastoral attachment...for the first time..when im like supposed to go many weeks earlier...so today i made it a point to go..and it was fun la...gosh! and i was like "why dint i go in the first place?"...wearing the sash and all...made you feel a lil impt!! ok im just getting a lil too over excited... and all i had to do is sit and observe what the other ppl were doing..coz im suppose to do it next week....then after mass..was chillin a lil with joel and jane...funny la hanging out with them...jane is so blurr!! what the hell is wrong with u gurl???? haha..everything i and joel say,she'd be like "huh?"..wth rite?

then joke here and there with joel...that fella damn sarcastic la...can u imagine putting 2 sarcastic ppl together...sigh...but we had fun...then jane made us follow her to macs...after she is done with her burger she made us follow her back to church siakk...for reasons....long story...
then she starts to stone by herself while me and joel joke alot...jane,jane...sigh...
then in the bus...guess who i saw!!!!

maria's grandmama...gosh i dunno why i dint notice her in the first place..coz she was wearing a hot pink top...so cool rite..so i said hi to her....and she was like"i saw u somewhere b4"...in tamil...haha so cute siall...then i explained to her....gosh she soo cute sia....
haha ok i better stop...this is getting weird...
cant wait for confirmation...WOOTS!

freak this out!

ok..it has come to my attention that gurls who whack ppl up...and is always so violent...are gurls with a problem..no im not saying this coz its my opinion...but its a scientific proven fact...

and im not kidding bout this...its called the violent girl syndrome...
this condition is serious...gurls with this condition tend to lose the tantrums rather quickly and resort to violence...looks like the gurls wanna be like boys nowadays...ok we gurls find it stupid that guys always have to resort to violence...so why are we following them now??? aomeone pls tell me....all that "oh-boys-are-so-immature" talk is just reflecting yourselves isnt it??

ppl always say that female inhabitants of the earth know how to solve problems and are more diplomatic..with a way of words...seems like the world is chainging....sad to say this...but i was once a angry kid...always resorting to violence..friends , you have no idea.. till it struck me...do i really gain anything from it? i mean its ridiculous!!!!

well, im all grown...still got alot to learn but i definitely know how to make the right choices when it comes to a prob...violence doesnt get you no where...

i learnt this from the tyra show...and was reminded thru a friend's blog...
sigh...i just hope that women will open their eyes to this matter...hope that its just a phase we're going through...like we women can do better than bashing ppl up....
just hope for changes for the better....

melissa

???

what is up with ppl i dunno sending me comments on frenster???
somebody tell me...

lost...now found..

currently listening to:somewhere only we know-keane
mood: happy....

YAY!
gosh i am so happy today...cause i finally found my ezlink card..its really impt that i always have it with me..coz i rmb the time my bro got a beating from my mum went he lost his....my mum will FLIP when she hears that we lose our ez links...i really got no idea why...so im really thanking god right now that i found mine...my sis took it...plus she still has the cheek to pretend like nothing happened..esp during the time when i made a scene...screaming at the top of my lungs...."WHERE"S MY EZ LINK CARD??"...sigh..like wth right...anyways..the bottomline is that i found it...and that's that...

plus...i feel the rush of endorphins..for a particular reason...hehe...so nothing can really bring me down...HAPPY! HAPPY!

melissa

currently listening to: i'll be-edwin mccain...
mood: no idea....

ok...first of all...yesterday night was crazy...i tried to sleep all night but i coudnt...and you would never guess why.....anyways, i'll tell ya...cause some inconsiderate neighbours were shouting at the top of their lungs while playing mah jong....no kidding ppl....i could even hear them scrambling the lil cubes that they play with...damn was i pissed off...bloody idiots who dont know when to play what!!!! thats right ppl...my estate has no privacy and stuff..so you can hear everything that's going on....damn!!!!

so easter's ard the corner...for those of you who dunno...easter is a celebration bigger than xmas...just not commercialised...yepp...but i dunno what are my plans for easter...wish i could visit my relatives...heard they were all coming down...but i have no clue....

now im looking out the window...gorgeous to go out..so imma leave right now...take a stroll in the park....see ya...

melissa

finally...nyp...here i come..

arh....finally the feeling of total satisfication....i meant i finally finished filling up the forms,paying the fees and submtiing it...phew....it was hard work man..u need to understand a whole load of stuff...and there was like a tight deadline...thank god its all done....yay!now im officially enrolled into nyp...now just waiting for sch to start...

although there's just one thing bothering me....the blood injection that i took a few days back...now its like purple in color and its disgusting to look at it...cause it looks like i have a dark purple spider web growing under my skin....yepp...eeeewwwww!!!!

and i thought it was not obvious but today i saw del's mum and she asked me wad happened...i was shocked...its gross and its freaking me out...on top of that, mich had to say,"oh,maybe the doc did it wrongly la....its nuthing"....wad the hell right....okay i better stop staring at it...
now i better try and not thinkin bout it...

melissa

latino night pix

sylvia,ryan and matthew...

sylvia,me,ryan..

matt,sylvia,jane,me...

crazy group pose!

crazy dudes caught on cam...

sylvia and jeremiah...

the toilet seemed more interesting...

no comments!

all hyped up!...

the crazy trio!...

and jeremiah had to come in...

no they are not drunk...

CANDID!

the pic wasnt suppose to turn out like this!
the toilet is a nice place to take pix...seriously

POSE for the cam...


posing again...

smile...:)

mich face damn white man!

our face got cut off!...

retards @work!

against all odds..

currently listenin to: aint no stressin-montana tucker
mood:COOL!

gosh yesterday was fun man!
ok firstly...it was like a boat hitting rocks ok...

lemme give you an analogy....
you know when salmons want to lay their young...the journey they must make to get to their ideal place...yepp...how they have to swim up stream from the ocean to the river...against all odds...some even die in the process...but in the end the effort they make are all worth it....

yeah...that was my situation yesterday...i swear this is the best way i can put it and i do not wish to elaborate more on it...

now comes the fun part...i went to church yesterday...there was an event...latino night...damn was it fun!!!!gosh...am i glad i went....the music was rocking and stuff....went there with mich and matthew...went there a bit late...but hey...my motto: VIPS are last to arrive...haha wth rite?
anyways, we met up with ppl there la..sylvia, jane and stuff...then made new friends too...
haha...first when we reach there...ppl were just sitting ard..like having mini picnics and stuff...while there were performances...so we decided to head for macs...me,mich,matt and sylvia only...then all of a sudden this guy came up to our table and started talking to us...i was like wth?....but actually he is sylvia's fren...after the intro and stuff we started talking...oh yeah, his name is ryan btw...he is full of crap man..seriously...damn funny dude....and i still cant believe his 20...haha..so full of crap man!! haha! then we left macs and headed back for church...*no matter how many times sylvia tricked damien bout lizards,he fell for it!*...

so the dance floor was open and only couples were dancing cause there was only latino music playing...well there were lessons earlier but we left...so we just stood ard,looking at ppl dance...and ryan decided to request for some rnb/reggae music...then the whole VIBE changed man...the music was pumping...soon everyone was dancing...damn it was fun...cause evr'y1's dancing and nobody there were there to judge ppl...so basically every1 was fun....there was a blend of oldies and new songs...you know, something for every1...WOOHOO!!!!!
damn we really had fun!!!! thats all i can sayy...then we were dancing to the last song of the night and the police had to come...damn the neighbours la...so not sporty...haha

P.S:my feet hurt real bad that night!

melissa

make me whole-amel larrieux

Darlin I want you to listen,
I stayed up all night,
So I can get this thing right.
And I don't think,
There's anything missin'.
'Cause a person like you,
Made it easy to do.
I've waited for so long,
To sing to you this song.

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven,
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my exsistence.
Your the other half that Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that
Makes Me Whole.

I think the angels are your brothers (ya ya)
They told you about me.
Said your just what she needs.
And I find myself,
Thanking your mother.
For giving birth to a saint,
My spirit flies when I say your name.
If there's one thing that's true,
It's that I was born to love you. (and)

Your eyes are the windows to heaven,
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my exsistance.
Your the other half that
Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that
Makes Me Whole.

You make my dreams,
Come true over and over again.
And I honestly, truely believe,
You and me are written in the stars.
And in my whole life through,
Just given thanks to you.
Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven.

Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my existence.
Your the other half that
Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that
Makes Me Whole

how nice if u could sing this to someone...

melissa

Awkward!!!!!

currently listening to: low-flo rida feat T-pain
mood:weird......

ok...today morning when i woke up,gosh it felt sooooo good to see the sun again...then the morning went by..and my bro came back from sch after his extra class rite...and he brought back "jackass 2.5"...so we decided to watch the movie....and there's ony one word to descride it...GROSS! dammit was i so grossed out of my comfort zone man...seriously! like it makes you think "where the hell do they come up with such shit!!! they go sooo much of time to do such things man....and here's the best part....half of the movie was filmed in india!!!!!! i know watcha thinking ppl....wth rite???? plus their own country and in russia too...these have stuck so many things up their arses man...LITTERALLY! u name it,they had it....haha......

gosh...and the things they did in india....they got into the auto and started driving into temples and creating ruckus at the local shops there...and they crashed telephone boothes,even while ppl were still inside....(thank god no one was hurt...or badly injured)....and there was this really gross part where there was a short man...like a leprochon(if that's how you spell it)...and they wanted to remake a scene where a mother will give birth....so they had him in his birthday suit and covered with tomato sauce....(and here's the best part)....they called in a plus sixe woman to be the mother....and when i say plus size,i mean gigantic....i dont mean to be mean or anything but she was naked too....only with a g-string on...and my sis was like, "where did she get a thong her size?????".......HUGE!!!!i mean she was like two size 20 women put together...OMG!!!!
maybe you guys should catch it to understand what i mean...

okay..so today i went for a medical checkup at marsiling....went to the clinic...and got checked...damn that felt weird...the whole process....i only felt good bout the eye screening cause i know that i got good eyesight...hehe...other than that....and oh yeah, i put on weight..damn....but im gonna work hard la...its for the better...am i right???? and another good news....im finally standing tall at 1.7!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! my dream height!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy bout that man...hahahaha.....yayayay!!!!! first was the x-ray...then was the eye test...then was the normal check up....gosh... the doctor was touching every where....i feel soooooo......:X...im not gonna say...lets be professional bout it....damn....the best part was when he had to take a blood sample..and yes with a injection...it was cool...no pain at all ladies....not like peircing where its much painful....uh huh....love the color of blood...seductive....and that was about it la...then jalan here and there....my old neighbourhood...and no i dont miss that place...hehe....

i love where i am now...
p.s: my arm still feels numb from the injection...
melissa

sulking...

currently listening to: so confused
mood:sulking....BOOHOO!

i was blog-hopping and stuff....learn some new random shit from ppl's blog man...like bev's...and how abstinence from sex at a older age may cause complication...wth rite???i got no comment on this....life is so complicating isnt it..(in a biological point of view)....hmmm...thats something to think about...

then i cam e to azlin's blog....that's where the sulking begins...boohoo...looking at the pix taken at the chalet.....waaaahhhhhaaaaa!!!!! now im really crying......i totally forgotten bout it man...cause i had con camp...ended on mon itself but i slept the whole day....sob!!!!!! i miss those guys!!!!!
boohoo!now i wish i could rewind back time...re-live those moments.....sob!

i wanted to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok,no point sulking rite...lets change the subject shall we???

i got new interests ppl! now i find myself interested in photography,photo editing and poetry man...loving it man....it think it coz i got nothing to do thats why...haha! as usuall...i cant wait for sch to start ppl!!!!! april 11th.....orientation starts...hopefully i dont get lost on the first day and make alot of new frens...wish me luck u guys..

melissa

its me again...

yo! as you can see i've change the layout of my blog again...i was really sick and tired of the old one...although it was quite recent....black and white....i leave you to pick out the colours from my entries...uh huh...those are gonna be the colors of my blog...

melissa

IM BACK! alive and well...

hey hey ppl!yesterday i got back from camp...at around 2 plus...and i slept ard 3 in the afternoon till today morning...i was really tired...dehydrated and stuff...so i just had my lucnh and slept...and dammit i forgot to watch HEROES! shit man...how can i miss 1 episode.....okay whatever..

about the camp...
well first day was really really boring man..i swear i could die..it was all full of praise and worship...so overdone and stuff.....in the morning was ok la...coz nonse of the activites have started....and at night was the worse man...where we were sleeping, there were 2 aircons in a small room...@ 18 degress sumore...plus i had no blanket....i couldnt sleep at all....i only slept(or try to sleep ) for 3 hrs on the first night..then i woke up at 3 in the morning and just stare at the ceiling....it was like sleeping in ice age man...i was so ready to call my dad up and ask him to pick me up man...i couldnt take it....

on the second day was alright...i finally when for confession man....after like years.....and we did alot of stuff...although it was so recent, i still cant seem to rmb what we did..i dont know why....then come the interesting part! at night...since it was the last night, we had no lights out..we could stay up the whole night so we decided to order macs and stuff.....it was already 12 plus...so while waititng we had alot of fun....haha! and i just found out that damien is really scared of lizards!!!! hahahahaha!!! wat a gurl la!none of the gurls were scared of lizrads and damien is like freaked out by it!!!! hahahaha! and Ian took a lizard and started chasing damien around with it....everyone was laughing at damien man....and me and some other ppl were sitting down at the benches waiting for macs to arrive....and we just passing time and stuff....
stupid damien...try to act cool by playing with a lighter....asshole la....he and joel were player lighters trying to scare some gurls off...idiot! hahaha like really nth better to do...so we were getting really tired and decided to sit down for a while....then we chit chatted bout ridiculous stuff...hahaha that part really made me laugh man...telling stupid jokes and stuff...and i was talking to ppl from my pri sch....but younger then me la....coz im like one yr older than the majority...cool ppl la...then the food finally came...at ard 1 plus....omg was it really chaotic...every1 was rushing for food like scavengers...and then we settled down and ate...was sharing fries with damien,joel and jane....hahaha ! damien couldnt finish the fries and he asked for more and stuff...and i was really laughing that time...LMAO! for wadever reasons la...then we head of to bed...

third day everyone was excited to go home man...seriously...not much activity going on...but there was one part where we had to stick a paper on our back and ppl had to write on it....well....alot of ppl thought i was cute(even guys!)...man i really dunno why..but im flattered...sum thought i was sweet..:) i was just being my self...hehe thats the best part...then there was alot of photo-taking....grace was really crazy bout it man...haha she's uber cute man!!!!
then we played some games and stuff...then we go home....i made alot of frens man..seriously....glaad i benefitted out of it....cant wait to be confirmed!!!

melissa

currently listening to: cyclone-baby bash feat t-pain..
mood:excited...

sigh...tmr got church camp till monday man...finally can get out of the house...YAY!
i dont care if its gonna be boring and stuff...i just wanna get outta da hse!anyways..its not like i have a choice....i have to go to this camp or i cant be confirmed,....omg! finally im gonna get confirmed man..after retaining one yr and missing classes and all...i thought i was gonna retain this year again man...haha....im high now...no, not on coke...plus the cyclone song is getting into my veins man...really love the song...AWESOME!
plus i just downloaded this software to edit pix and stuff...so i finally got something productive to do at home.....YAY! again...


oh yeah...plus i got so many things to look forward to...like the class chalet...although im not sure im going...and i wanna persuade my dad to let me go to my relatives hse in malaysia...and i was thinking of bringing one of my cousin there too...dammit it will be so fun man!!!!
but i need approval first man...thats gonna be a big obstacle man....hopefully everything will go well...so excited...

plus we are nearing to the start of school and stuff...i cant wait!!!!!YAY! yet again!!!!
hahhahahahahahahahahaahahahahah......
now im listening to "get buck in here"....love that song.....

so imma catch the video now...gotta bounce...HOLLA!

melissa

this woman's work-maxwell


Pray God you can cope
I stand outside
This woman's work
This woman's world
Oooh, it's hard on the man
Now his part is over
Now starts the craft of the father
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a lot of strength left
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a lot of strength left
I should be crying but
I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
All the things we should've said that I never said
All the things we should of done that we never did
All the things we should've given but I didn't
Oh darling make it goMake it go away
Give me these moments
Give me them back to me
Give me that little kiss
Give me your
Give me your hand
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a little strength left
I know you gotta a little life in you yet
I know you gotta a little strength left
I should be crying but I just can't let it show
I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
all the things we should've said that were never said
All the things we should've done that we never did
All the things that you wanted from me'
All the things that that you needed from me
All the things I should of given but I didn't
Oh darling make it go away now
Just make it go away.

Dima Bilan - Never Let You Go Lyrics
Heavy clouds, no rain
And every move causes pain
Ready kiss, but no love
I feel i’m torn in half
Ardent look, but no heat
It’s not you really need
Baby, now it has happened with us
We are dancing on broken glass
Can’t stand no more

-Never, never let you go
You are the one i’m searching for
Flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone
Love’s carving it in the stone
Never, never let you go

Return the days we had before
Soul of my soul, blood of my blood
Love’s carving it in my heart
Gentle words, no aim
It seems we’re playing a game
Easy smile, but no fun
Sweet music for no one
Close embrace, but no more
Cold champagne we forgot to pour
Baby now it has happened with us
We are dancing on broken glass
Can’t stand no more


check him out aight?

melissa