jabbawockeez!!

omg!! i loveem!!!
their music remix is awesome...
their coordination is PERFECT!!
my god!!

and they are uniformly dressed so the attention is focused on the WHOLE grp and there's no such thing as lead dancer shit!
woah....

and they dance like WOOO!!!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftguaKjV7WM

WATCH!!

i sit in my room
and i contemplate..
in deep thought
i lose myself..

the realm of dreams

come back to reality
and i see 4 grey walls..
cold and concrete.

destitute of warmth

i look outside
i see all things different..
hear music in every auditory effect of the city

affluent in beauty

why dont ya do right??
like some other men do....
get outta here,
give me some money too.

2nd week into the holidays..
and man do i miss school...like hell!!

oh yea..i hate it when my sis says
"man! yall should really go watch this movie!! oh yea but its M-18...."

dammit..it always gets to me..

TAG reply!

melissa-XOXOsulastri:

HAHA!!! what the hell?
yall ACTUALLY went out???
yall nvr msg me sialllll!!! was waiting for more info man.....wei...
next time yall break fast invite me along la....miss yall seh!
last time i thought yall cancelled it...
miscommunication...............................................

garhh!...
i hate hurting people's feeling.
its more like hurting yourself.
if you dont wanna understand why it had to be this way then i cant say much.
maybe i deserve this.
but i definitely didnt want it to be this way.

so we'll go our separate ways.

*DESPARADO...
why dont you come to your sense?
climb down from your fences?
open the gate...
it may be raining...
but there's a rainbow above you.
let someobody love you...
before its too late..

grow up gurl...

im sure yall know who im talking bout...

flu.flu..FLU!!!
day 3 from suffering the common cold..
hasnt subsided yet..
refuse to take pills...
water ain working...
feverish cold sweats...
soar throat has yet to set in..

*dad says he'd buy for me mineral make up compact powder*...(bloody ex!)
woo!
haha! i dont know why im so excited...

the only man a woman needs in her life is her dad...
because only he can provide security and comfort with unconditonal love.
because he's able to overlook her flaws.
because he only wants the best for his lil gurl.
because he will always be there for her,regardless of her mistakes.

trust me..i know..

man im soo hooked on this song!!!

cookie jar-gym class heroes

Gym class heroes...
(The Dream)
Radiokilla killa

(Travis)
Hahaha You know what it is
Gym class heroes, the dream
It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face

[Chorus]
(The Dream)
I like girls
They like me
They look so good
In they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.
(Travis)My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
You see I got this problem
I need help tryna solve it
Cos meeting after meeting and I'm still a cookie whore
You can hide them, Imma find them, on the counter, in the closet
And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate
My girl be setting booby traps
To catch me eating Scooby snacks
I left crumbs in the bed once
But I told her I was through with that
She still don't be believing me
And I guess that I'm cool with that
But I got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose
And the truth of the matter is.

[Chorus]
The Dream:
I like girls, They like me
They look so goodIn they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar
(Travis)
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
I got a thing for Milano, Biscotti Italianos
And I never turn down some Oreos if you got them
Butter Pecan Puerto Rican, Or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians.
Hazelnut Brazilians, Macadamia Caucasians, Double stuffed or thin mint
It don't matter you getting it
Cos I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose
And the fact of the matter is.

[Chorus]
(The Dream)
I like girls, They like me
They look so goodIn they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar
(Travis)
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
I'm a monster for these cookies
I'm a beast for they're treats
An animal for they're crackers
Head to feet they so damn sweet
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
And then you have it haha
I tried my best
I went to cookie anonymous
I guess I'm a failure
I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but,
It is what it is

do check it out...

like how often am i confident to stand infront of a mirror and say i am ready to conquer the world today?

just a thought...

hmm...
today...
so many good things to savour i swear i could blush...
teehee!

blush

damn

*takes a deep sigh*

its 3am in the morning..
the results are just in for the semester..
man...
results....
i wish i can say those are just numbers..
unfortunately numbers that determine my future..
****
.....
results..what can i say bout em....
so shitty im not letting em pull me back...
.....thats a good thing,right????


looking on the bright side...i did well for BIOLOGY and PSYCHOLOGY...
hardest papers of all...
lol!
for now its just R&R for 4 weeks...
(hopefully i'll find sumthing constructive to do)

she went to the doctor.

cheif of complaint? sleepless nights and anxiety.

doctor prescribed her a packet of pills.

she popped one pill.

EUPHORIA.

another pill.

and another.

out of pills and she desparately needed to get more of em.

she sold her belonging.she sold her ownages.

she sold her smile.she sold herself.

popping more pills, she became dependent.

loosing her dignity and herself.

soon her body couldnt take it.

organs start failing.

she had nobody to look for.

alone she was left to fight.

on her death bed.

in the small rented apartment.

with her very last breath, she said a silent prayer.

the very next second she turned cold.

cold.blue and alone.

yesterday i heard the saddest story...

i know you, you know me
i love you, you love me
a text she recieved.

pls stop bothering me.
i'm attached..
was her reply.

guilty she felt.
she told him the truth.
she was 16 and he 30.

time passed and a connection was felt.
soon enough, he asked for a commitment.
she denied him..because of her pride.
but deep down she knows she wants it.

he still waited for her.
until he met with a terrible accident.
left him bed ridden...a punctured chest and a tube through his right lung.

she managed to see him for a week or two.
with every ounce of breath he tried to stay on for her.
a week later, he passed on.

she still loved him.
but procrastinated her chance to tell him.
because of her ego.
till this very day she still loves him.
trying to move on.but still loves him.

that gurl...is my friend...

life is short

blog under ****ing construction..
my head is under ****ing major pressure..

3 weeks past just like a snap...
definitely worth an experience...
now time for a good break..

wth..

check this out...

IRAH thought i was a gangster JUST BECAUSE i asked her for a black pen on the first day of
attachment...HAHAHAHA!!!!!
cause she would have just shut up and not ask her seniors for a (bloody)black pen if she forgot it on her first day.....
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!
oh my freaking gosh!!!
GANGSTER????cause i asked for a black pen????
i dont get it.....
hahaha....

5 weeks to go..

i wish i was back to square one.
doing what i like..when i like..
being brought all this way and know that you are wasting time?...
oooh, just gets on your nerves.

wait.waiting.waiting......
soon enough, it will be like it never happened.