weird all over

Hoookay...

today has been awkward all over...so awkward I need to let it all out..

Like from the start of the day till the end....

Firstly,(in school) I was walking with my friends toward macdonald for whatever reason I cant seem to remember...

So I was looking up into the carpark cause it was a steep slope( I like to look everywhere when I walk)..and I noticed a few people at the carpark. Two of whom were chinese guys...but I didnt really pay attention...until my friend told me that one of the guys was actually smiling at me...

Of course in disbelief, I turned to see if she was right.

And so I turned. and he smiled at me..like a wide smile. I stared at him for a while..and I was like," no I dont know you"...seriously though..wth right??

And I had my first chinese role play today...awesome it went. my lecturer was told me that I spoke with the best clarity among my members...damn happy!:D

okok..second awkward thing of the day...was walking outta the school with my buncha friends rite...and heard some music..like speaker music...it was coming from some *ramesh's car...the most irritating bout it was that before he drove off, he had to make scrrreeeeaching sound...ya know? the friction caused between the tires and the road when acceleratin WITH the brakes on???...BLOODY TOOT....oh Im sorry, asses just dont know how to use their brain sumtimes.

well, there's more...but anyone who knows me will say that I took alot of effort typing this out...

SERIOUSLY.

And btw, I know that the background music is not english.

It's Korean.

Wrong Number-DBSK.

I know whatcha thinking, but its nice okay.....

and no worries.the rest of the songs in the playlist are english songs:)

Its like a special theme music to let people know that my phone is spoiled.

I mean you can send msgs and stuff.

But I wont reply.

cool?

aight.

I WANT SHORT HAIR!

new year resolution.

The new year has set in.

The most frequently asked question is, "So what's your new year resolution?"

Inevitable. but I have no answer for ya kid.

The reason being,the term itself is quite ridiculous.

"new year resolution"

So are you trying to tell me that you only find resolutions cause its the new year?

Or maybe you are sticking to your resolution throughout the start of the year and after that you let your life rot till ANOTHER new year.THEN you start the cycle again????

However...I've come up with a list of changes that I wanna make for this year.

mmmm..let's call this "Things-to-change-or-achieve list".

ahhh..nothing like a list of challenges to keep you motivated, eh?

so here goes..

Things-to-change-or-achieve:

1. To be more "enthu" in studying.[trust me, I'm getting into it:)]

2. To exercise regularly.[Its the feeling of statisfaction]

3. To achieve better grades.. [duh!]

4. To achieve a holistic sense of well-being [spiritual,physical,emotional etc...you get it]

5. To leave my DIABOLICAL ALTER EGO in the trash cause I wanna be the good person.

I dont want my thoughts and evil thinking cloud my decisions about almost anything. I dont wanna judge people. Play it cool and nonchalant.:)

So there ya go. Short and oh so sweet.

I'm just taking it a day at a time.

OH YEA....and I wanna make it a point to go to church too...Its the feeling of peace that you get.

"Some people think that the physical things define what's within

And I have been there before, and that life's a bore

So full of the superficial"

-Alicia Keys, "if I ain't got you"

take it from this line....

"Guys are afraid that gurls will laugh at them.
Gurls are afraid that guys might kill them."
-Gavin De Becker,author of 'the gift of fear'
most of the time, as shown in rape cases, guys target gurls because they are nice.
Being nice with a total strangers allows opportunities for you to give away personal information,it seems. And being nice gives the "predator" the idea that you are opening up to him.
So trust your gut feelings, cause it doesnt pay to be nice all the time.