my heart, my soul

It has come to my attention
That I am No longer in love with myself
I have someone new
Someone who makes my heart Beat
Harder then it ever has before
She has grown up in a world Of misunderstanding
Not landing her self a spot to call her own
She is so alone, yet hides it, under smiles and laughs
Grown up in a homeOf confusion
Illusions of a man not there
She struggles to remain Strong
She is for enduring
The pain Of not having him there, to care for her
Maturing into a great being
Seeing is believing
That I sometimes have to blink twice
Just to be sure….
Of what I see
Your not there
Still she remains
Confident, elegant and graceful
I say in my dreams to her
“He’s never coming back”
But remain neutral
For fears of her hating the masculine being
For the sake of another man’s mistake
Don’t want to be there
Fine by me
But I am in love with someone
You don’t know
Grew up into a full womanStill at the tender age of 15
She makes a mend for your absence
She remains strong for me, taking my heart into her hand
She strokes me back and whispers to me,“It’s going to be okay you have me, and I have you”WE
ME and YOU
We’ll get through
His loss and our gainTo be loved is all she is after
I am in love with a strong woman
Proud I am of her
She has become an ultimate woman
So young, yet so gifted with scriptures
She searches for words
To ease MY painNever taking into account her own pain…..