the insights to me(amplified)

explain these thoughts....

thoughts decend rapidly like rain
pouring down in my mind,
overflowing my brain...
that inner demon only coming to take me down....
what the hell is going on??
emotional scars,they're all around...

all the secrets buried within my soul...
between the concrete
all the screams turn to whispers...
don't tell me you care,
i won't fall for that crap....
that wall i built
now no longer stand...
no one's out there,
there's no one out there...
i'm freaking calling for help but no one's there..
tell me i don't i have to live this masqerade...

am i that insignificant???
so transparent, you can't see
so soft, you can't hear
so hollow, you can't feel
every night i pray
for atleast some light...
so please forgive me but i will no longer be here...
so if you feel alone...
i will be there,
watching over you as you did over me...
oh yes, i will be there...
but you won't know...
- melissa segal