this question i ponder
in my bed as i stair at the cieling praying to slumber
the sound off the rain hurting my brain
i feel like im insane
so many thoughts
so many questions all at once
is it me thinkingare thease my tears on my eyes or some stranger simply blinking
swallowed by a person i tryed to save
swallowed like an underwater corpse beneath the wave
sit wasnt my fault i did what i could
no matter whatmy intentions were good
still i preyedto god to my self for salvation and truth
to be able to live one second with out a thought of you
but im forever changed
mirrors become jurysa person a crowd
as if every thought in my head
is being screamed out loudi stay here in my silence away from it all
stay here in the safety of thease 4 walls
because im not the one controlling my head
i did what i could and still you are
dead.....
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