today was damned man...i dunno what to say man...first nearly come to skool late..then after that the teachers day performance was so-so...only one performance rocked the house...VON' DEVU of course....then was walking around....saw some ppl....thats right...some ppl...but never acknowledge.....but maria kept shouting like shit man.....still remeber two days ago....while crossing the streets then this FELLA cycling across the road nearly hit me with the bike and never apologised....u wouldnt want to know who it was man....

anyways..back to today...sitting in the canteen....there was this weird gurl....i was like "why did she even bother coming back?"...dun wanna talk bout it....then some ppl were wasting my time and i was so mad...like hell...i so wanted to go back to my primary skool but i did not....shit man....so sad...but i went to watch a movie instead....monster house...it was more of a literature kinda movie...not a comedy....then go maria househad some fun...talked to that FELLA....seemed okay la....then i go home.... then finish.....
so that's life...
update more later....

holla atcha,
melissa

Taurus
>>> >>>> >Turn ons
>Stability and dependability characterize Taurus.
>They like people who can blend and grow with them.
>If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful.
>They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music.
>Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view.
>Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide.
Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
>>> >>>> >Turn offs
>Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may s pend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much.
>Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble.
>Do not press im into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage.
>Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions.
>if you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive.
>They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.

>MAY
>>> >Stubborn and hard-hearted
>>> >Strong-willed and highly motivated
>>> >Sharp thoughts
>>> >Easily angered
>>> >Attracts others and loves attention
>>> >Deep feelings
>>> >Beautiful physically and mentally
>>> >Firm standpoint
>>> >Easily influenced
>>> >Needs no motivation
>>> >Easily consoled
>>> >Systematic
>>> >(left brain)
>>> >Loves to dream
>>> >Strong clairvoyance
>>> >Understanding
>>> >Sickness usually in the ear and neck
>>> >Good imagination
>>> >Good debating skills
>>> >Good physical
>>> >Weak breathing
>>> >Loves literature and the arts
>>> >Loves travelling
>>> >Dislike being at home
>>> >Restless
>>> >Not having many children
>>> >Hardworking
>>> >High spirited
>>> >Spendthrift

This is so me....how true...

READ THIS:

Does your name begin with: M
>You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie.
>When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician.
>You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love.
>You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards.
>You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers.
>You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what.
>You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost.
>You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

hey hey!!!waddup people!long time never blog sia....the past few days has been hell for me man...a emotional roller coaster....too many secrets were let out...now i finally know the real truth....it sucks...i fell for something stupid....thought it was humble but turned out to be egoistic has ever...this is really shocking....what a stupid freak....i hate that thing....thinking that itself is in good shape with a good experience and everything...how can it be like that....thank god!i don't live in my own world...i've already learn to let go.....of that thing....that stupid thing...unlike some people....no more stupid feelings and stuff....i don't know it, i don't care about it....

forget about that shit....now comes the dance group...everything was going fine....but raizal, the leader is angry about some people not joining danceworks because of their studies for next year....he should learn to respect other people's decision....but he's trying...he only wants the best for us....then, nasri and azlin are backing out from the teacher's day dance like so last minute and probably like forever too.....personally for me, i think we should learn to voice out what we think and work on the problem from there...this is so shitty man....now I'M the one being quiet....what am i suppose to do man....this is not how i want to group to end....this sucks bigtime man!!!!these people wait untill the last minute then tell out everything then backout....like what the hell.....now poor maria crying all to herself cause no one's gonna listen to her....after all the practices you all go through noe then wanna back up.....like fools man,seroiusly.....yall are treating yourselves like **** man....going through hard work, give up...then let it go....this is not what i call passion....i'm not dancing but i feel so fucked up right now.....tomorrow there's gonna be a dance practice with a sub professional and i don't know how's it gonna go...i'm predicting that no one's gonna go except for raizal and maria.....


THIS SUCKS!!!!i dunno what to say right now.....i leave till next time...

holla atcha,
melissa

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
Well if you wanted honesty,
that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down
or have you go,
it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you
that it's not the life it seems?(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again
you sing the words but
don't know what it means(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look,
another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okayI'm okay!
I'm okay, now(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okayI'm not okay(Okay)

check out what your first name really means....

> A -Damn, you are good in bed
> B -You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
> C -You're wild and crazy
> D -You have trouble trusting people.
> E -You're loyal to those you love.
> F -People totally adore you
> G -Love is something you deeply believe in.
> H -You have very good personality and looks.
> I -Love is something you deeply believe in.
> J -Everyone loves you.
> K - You like to try new things
> L -You have a nice ass ;-)
> M -Success comes easily to you.
> N -Have a big warm heart.
> O -You love foreplay.
> P -You are popular with all types of people.
> Q -You are a hypocrite.
> R -You are very hot and sexy!
> S -People think you are so sexy.
> T -You are one of the best in bed.
> U -You are really chill.
> V -You are not judgemental.
> W -You are very broad minded.
> X -You never let ppl tell u wat to do
> Y -One of the hardest gangsters alive
> Z -You like it VERY VERY HARD.

hey mangkuk!!! long time no update man...no time....so boring man...sitting here doin nothing...cant wait for teacher's day....heard from someone that something's bout to happen.....cant wait....got some vip coming BACK...hahaha...that's lighting up my day man....later got tamil class...but i'mgoing alone...so boring and i hate it....sucks man.....nowviewing some blogs....so boring...all bot lovey dovey stuff...crap...i'm saying this cos i'm bored....i'm gonna make a commitment..hopefully it will work out...but need support....like i said,hopefully it will turn out well....anyways got nothing to say....

holla atcha,
melissa