the insights to me(amplified)

okay...like how many months has it been since i've updated my blog???
i dun really know....say 2,3 months???
who cares...at least i'm doing it now..finally....
in school now...being so stressed when nothing is started...damn it...got eagles award...like 150 bucks...parents are not letting me spend it...what the hell...one year of hard work and i dun even get to spend that much...loads have been going on during the hols...
my coz picking a fight with me when it's totally none of his business....end up malu ing himself...that was long ago...talked to him once but maybe never gonna soon....but who cares...lend my hp to my sis for over a month already....cant wait to get it back....by this weekend....together with a "MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SPECIAL EDITION" album....cool huh?
she promised to buy it for me man...really expecting it....
this weekend going out to town....so looking forward to it....
gonna buy a new back for myself....i need it and deserve too...
cant depend on my parents....too many empty promises....
btw, nazura got the new sony mp3 walkman...just a few days ago...damn it...only 19o ucks for 1GB man...that's really cheap for a new product man....really cool...i really love to have one..i need it man...so boring without one....life just suck....i need music everywhere....following me....argh...stressed
btw....gotta go....see yer when i do.......

holla atcha,
melissa