the insights to me(amplified)

heyhey!

long time no post huh?...have been busy the past few days....like trying to finish up my f&n coursework...i'm so proud of myself....like seriously, last year i didnt bother to do anything bout the coursework and now i'm almost finish....now only left with decision making....like how cool is that??? unlike some ppl who haven even done anything and like to complain and NAG bout everything that's happening in life... and whatever shit not....

which now brings me to another relating but irritating subject....there's this person in school(no names mentioned) is so getting on my nerves....( hopefully he/she is not reading this)...this person is such an outkast( in my point of view....maybe other's).....and keep coming to me for company...now i'm not saying that i cant give my company...its just that if i'm not with you, you tend to think that i hate you or am ditching you or something....and you walk past me without a hi and giving me that Pathetic face like i'm suppose to commit my life to you or something...WTH??? my social circle is way bigger than yours(and i mean bigger)....and i have other friends (that i rather hang out with) and its not like i'm a loner (like you).....i don't like ppl telling me how i should live my life in school and honestly speaking i don't like hanging out with you cause you are totally insecure of yourself and are just making me give you nice comments to make you feel good bout yourself....like if you're not happy with yourself, STOP COMPLAINING!!! and go do something bout it....you keep telling me how you hate one of my friends( like c'mon, i knew her way before i knew you) like you want me to ditch her and i cant do that.....she's not that bad after all....like HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT THE PROBLEM MIGHT BE YOU??? SEROUSLY!!! like you keep talking bout other ppl like they like to talk bad bout you( i mean they got other better things to do).....i may seem like a nice person you can talk to cause i don't tend to make rude comments or even get angry but that's not me....i don't do it cause i don't wanna hurt peopple.....but sometimes i feel that you take me for granted....and not mentioning other times where you are SO JEALOUS of what i got and you want to take it away from me.....it is so obvious.....like everyone's noticing it.....WTH????

i just hope you realise what impression you're giving me and totally understand it.....

P.S: i never talk behind your back....i just need to let things off my chest......

holla atcha,
melissa