Friday, May 30, 2008

hard work pays

currently listening to: WWE theme songs..:P
mood: Euphoric...

ok..im literally happy right now. after weeks of slaving to get the project done, we finally had it over and done with...and its also a nice comeback from the previous disaster...the last project was based on biasness by an idiot whom i do not know why bothers to carry on living...im serious!...ok fine...
like my mentor said: if you cant beat em, join em....
so i'm gonna be the student that gives you nothing to bitch about..so that will shut your balding trap up!!

anyways, today had a major presentation...and i felt a lil bit of butterflies in my stomach cause the last one was like shit...i swear i would have done a better job if i was the leader..but what's done is done..we all learn from our mistakes right??....like how nvr to appoint a shitty leader!!hah!!

so i started off the presentation...managed to get the crowd going..made my class laugh..lol!....honestly, i got tongue tied....hah!....then my group presented too...just wanna say yall did a GOOD JOB!!....well done..hopefully future projects would be like that too....uh huh!!hahahahaha!!
was getting feedback from the tutorial teacher and we got a B for our presentation..which is 70-80 marks!!! WOOOOO!!!!
who couldnt be more happier than that!! omg!!
so the moral of the story is....hard work pays....


oh yea...was having lecture on bio yst..mr param as usuall making jokes..wth??hahaha!!!
on of the tip he gave us was, "stress is cancer-causing"...which is true....so the moral of the story is................."do not care bout the exams!"....it came out from his mouth!! hahahah!!omg!...
so ppl, there's a huge tip there...TAKE IT!!
LOL!


melissa

Sunday, May 25, 2008

HE must have spent a lil more time on me:)

currently listening to: nth..
mood: happy!!!

omg!..this weekend has been a wreck for me.. with the project that i had to finish...damn! all of six-weeks work crammed into 3 days...but heck! i managed to finish it..woooo!!! of coz with the help of my sis..thanx!..now i wonder how JL and warner are like doing theirs..i hope good...haha! and warner nvr fail to make me laugh...that silent joker!!

hahaha!! gosh im sooo elated rite now...damn!!! i finished my work...and trust me its definitely up to standard...my standard at least....damn!! if we nvr meet up on friday i wudnt know what to do....and warner and i was having a conversation bout this...a few secs ago...LMAO!!! hahaha!!
laughing fit..not gonna say what we actually talked about...but it was funny...ok..(melissa! pull yourslef together!!)....

KARMA!!...haha! ok wtheck!!!!!LMAO!!....

anyways, was blog hoppin...stumbled upon my cousins blog..my gawsh!!! so full of bloody singlish!!!!took me a while to understand...but who cares rite...


anyways(again!)..tmr and tues are big days...got 2 major presentations....we will pull it off i know...i have their backs and they got mine.....we will score..!
wish me luck!


melissa

Saturday, May 24, 2008

never ever forget!

currently listening to: missing-evanescence.
mood:damn!

what am i supposed to do...sure!! everybody has their own problems rite???till they put it on you..then it becomes your own problem...

expectations are way off the roof but no support..just critics...
"no passion!"..."no changes!"..."why cannot be like her?!?!"....

everyone is ready to do anything for her but when it comes to me, oh i have to prove myself....ok fine...whatever!!! i shudnt have asked in the first place...cause EVERYTHING is NEVER enough....

maybe this will all be over..in a week, a month, a year...but i will nvr forget what yall say to me...
so superficial and hypocritical....
i'll just act like a doll...putting up a masquerade...cause the ones that hurts you the most happens to be the ones that are closest to you...
from now on im just gonna focus on studying..for a better future..its my only way to get out of thid never-ending hell hole...

melissa

Sunday, May 18, 2008

too good to be true.

currently listening to:i dont wanna miss a thing-aerosmith.
mood:so-so..

okok..this week has been somewhat like a roller-coaster filled with emotions...yea..all having to do with school..uh huh...

first of all, my school hours may be long but its only due to the ridiculously lnog breaks we have in between....some can even stretch up to 6 friggin hrs man...omagawsh!!! and all i wanna do during this period is ZZZZ...snooze off...cause its usually after something boring....

secondly, we have soo many projects...so we kinda feel abit occupied and workaholic-ish bout this..cause it contain impt marks for our overall assessments....plus we have to keep track on our e-learning and stuff...

thirdly,next week is already the sixth week in school..tests are poppin up here and there...which reminds me...i had my very first test on bio-chem on thurs morning....gawsh! on wed night i was trying to study...damn it was difficult ESP when i didnt take chem in sec sch...was distracted by AMI on ch 5...so i only started studying at 11pm...then i started to snooze....damn!! my eyes felt heavy and my brain was just shouting out for sleep...so i slept...suppose to wake up at 5 but snooze until 6 plus....so i immediately rushed thru the notes in the morning...although only a bit was being absorbed...tried to revise in the train..then again,too many distractions...so finally we all sat and took the test..a computerised test..and guess what...i got a B for my test...and B=70-80 marks..omagawsh!!!!!!!! obviously i was happy bout it...damn happy!!!

so friday was a short day...so i ended early and went home...then went to serangoon....rarely go there..went to do threading...haha!! nice treat from mum...but it was painful....i cried literally and every 5 secs i had to wipe off my tears...but my brows looks nice now...and my brows took longer to get it done than my mum and my sis both combine...damn...atleast my brows didnt turn red...lol! then head to mustafa...damn! alotta cheap stuff there...woah!! got alot of things there...more treats from mum..XD...hehe..then we ate there too...yet another treat...

all these are like too good to be true...yet i have to keep up with it...maintain my sanity in sch..with all the crazy assignments and dealines coming up....
TIP: say this to yourself...

"keep cool and stay grounded"....

TIP: meditate....

it works for me...XD


melissa

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

realised..appreciated.

its funny how i cant see what's in front of me.
the bliss. the joy.
all because im free.

never take the simple things in life for granted.
cause once u lose it, you realise how silly you are to let it go.

freedom is bliss.
bliss that is unforgetable.
and something that knows no boundaries.

no chains.no suspisions.no limits.

melissa

Sunday, May 11, 2008

momma's day...

currently listening to: IRON MAN OST...(im weird today)
mood..."iron" ish...:P

HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY to the mommas all over the world.......yea!

so today woke up kinda early....cause my mom was begging me to go NTUC with her...gosh! she knows i hate going grocery shopping but heck! today is mother's day..so why not do it for her...im such a good gurl....so went to lot1 rite...i thought she was gonna buy groceries and stuff..but ended up buying snacks and tidbits etcetc....and i was like wth?? its her day and she's spendin money on us????

i asked her why..she said she felt like it..hahaha!! maybe gonna watch iron man again...well im up for anything..so love that movie....its cool....

so as i was saying..ahem ahem!!!! if anyone were to come to my hse now, it would look like a candy shop..yea no kididng....sweets, chocolates,yoghurt..you name it, i got it!!!lol....

melissa

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

karma babe..that's all

currently listening to: take a bow-rihanna
mood: work-a-holic

ok ppl...after a long break(from blogging:P)..im still alive and well..lol...uh huh...TODAY..omg!! i fell in the lecture theatre man!!!!! but u know what?? it WASNT all that EMBARRASSING..at all...i dunno why..hahaha!! i think i am mad..i fell on my knees and after 10 secs then everyone turned to me...luckily they didnt see how i fell and luckily it happened at the back...now i got another bruise on my other knee...wth?? both knees bruised man....iyoh!! i think the reason is karma...i need to keep my mouth shut..:X...seriously...sigh...im gonna think positive of everyone now..focus on the good...and live will be good...cause karma works both ways...imma firm believer of this...hahah!

ok so this past two weeks has been fun...doing crazy stuff..haha!! omg...me,warner,eileen,JL, gelinda took the in the library and there was this call bell button..warner was like "i wanna speak to this person" hahaha!! so i cudnt resist but pressed the call bell button..i thought it wasnt working...omg!!!!
here goes..

"phone rings"
person: hello?? hello? what seems to be the problem there??
in the lift: everone burst out laughing!!
lift door opens, everyone exits while laughing except warner.
person: hello? is there a problem?
warner: err..hello? sorry arh..somebody accidently pressed the button..
person: ok no problem.
warner:ok thanx.bye.
person: "click"

hahaha!!!!finally warner did it...BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!!!! hahahaha..had fun....
oh yea...and my grp mates bought me some pressies...so sweet of them..like i only know them for 3 weeks and they bought me pressies..
warner and cindy: cool green nike bottle..
eileen: this cool green clove key chain.
gelinda: sweets and this necklace(handmade)
JL:more sweets and this cool "key" chain..(she thought i was 18 this yr!!)
hahaha..lol!!! so sweet of u guys..love yall so much man...
and affizah bought donuts and we munced away during lecture..hahaha...

uh huh..plus so many inside jokes and all..hahaha! my god! going to sch is a blast..by the time i come home, i just take a shower and sleep man...poofed out...and right now in the midst of doing 3 projects at the same time...and no im not stressed...taking it slow...cool...have to start studying soon too..tests are so called ard the corner...uh huh..want to be responsible..trying to finish up my projects so i can start on revision...by the way, doing projects is fun...its just how u look at it..yea...

things i really need to get across..
*1. ppl have nice feature without knowing it..smile more...:D:D..you look better that way..

*2. people talk negatively bout others to give themselves a moral boost. even though they have nothing to be jealous about. SAD,SAD soul..

*3. i aint gonna be as childish as to find a problem with ya cause firstly, i dont..and secondly, if u not happy with me, come to my face and tell me..cause i dont rmb talking to u or even knowing ur name. talkin behind people's backs is soooo overated...havent your mum tell u that??? very typical behaviour of an immature being i suppose...

melissa

Friday, May 02, 2008

pics from wed,thurs..

with love...
mummy's boy!!
matt couldnt wait to touch the food!
cheese baked rice with fillet fish...my choice...
compliments to me....*ahem!*
those are not our shades..LOL!..
cheese!!
i was happy i guess??
rich and famous...:P
sisstars..

expensive indulgences....sinful...
paparrazzi cudnt stop...
emo la this dude!!!
????
the lighting was nice....:P
melissa


birthday week

currently listening to: LOLLIPOP!!!-LIL WAYNE!!!!
mood: EXCITED!

WOOOO!!!omg...this past few days has been crazy...going out almost everyday...ok where do i start???...hmmm...ok..lets start from WEDNESDAY!!!! ok..wed was great...sch started at 11.00am and ended at ard 1 plus...like how cool is that..and had no sch on thurs and fri...PLUS sat and sun are like off days..so i get to chill fo rlike 4 friggin days!!! hahaha..and today is only FRIDAY!!!!!!! and plus my BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY PPL!!!!

WEDNESDAY:
ok believe it or not ppl, the presents are already starting to flow in..the first prezzie i got is from the dearest EILEEN...thanks gurl...got this really cute GREEN present for me...for good luck...amazingly after recieving that i am so filled with good luck...luck of the irish...as they say...hehe....anywhoooo...wednesday was a frigging hot day man...so glad it was a short day...haha...and after sch we were at macs and decided to lunch out over there and had some grp discussions...yea...so me JL,april and warner were like waiting for janna to go configure her laptop...lookin ard seeing other grps starting their discussion...at first wanted to leave her and go but nvrmind la..had a heart...:P...so FINALLY after waiting for like 30 mins, she arrived...and we started....man discussions were as funny as hell...HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!!!!!!! man..both warner and JL keep making me laugh...and had some "inside jokes" passing ard too...uhhuh...lol..i still cant believe she didnt know what "78" was...OMG!!!!!! and me and JL were like SUPER SHOCKED when we found out some interesting facts.....NVR JDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER INDEED!!!!hahahahahahaahahahaha!!!!! i swear, i wud die if i was so not open to any of this......LOL!!!!

then was teaching april(PRC) how to cook indian curry!!HAHAHAAHAHA!!!! all that coconut milk and BABA's cury powder...all while JL was eating her prata...was trying to make her puke...:P....lol....then saw some interesting ppl too..sis's frens.....haha.....when they smile..i seriously dunno if they know me or they dont....but pls dun take me as arrogant..im just like that...uh huh..then walked to the other block cause needed to acompany JL..poor girl travelling with crutches ard...sigh...then saw ppl....sigh...i noticed....haha!!!didnt react....then went home..

got changed, and rushed to meet my mum at her work place...uh huh...went out to lil INDIA...to eat...OMG!!..but it wasnt that bad...rarely go there...food there was good...was totally full...then went home..reached home late...the bus ride home was fun....hahaha...

THURSDAY:
ok..had no sch...so chilled for the first half of the day...yeappp...then went out again...for eating and lil shopping...omg...was meeting one of my uncles...after so long...yea..and he treated us to dinner....at this ex chinese restaurant...food was delicious man...and the ice blended coffee float was to die for!!!!!!!!!mmmmmmmm........then he bought me a b'day present....it was uncalled for but really appreciate it man....actually i could choose anything....so he bought for me this pair of heels from charles and keith..uh huh!!! and guess wad?? its like about 5INCHES HEELS MAN!!!!so when i say heels..i meant HEELSSS...i know whatcha saying...AS IF I WASNT TALL ENOUGH!!!! hahahaha...love em heels man...must practice walking in em....lol...and my uncle bought for my mum this gorgoues bag....really nice....then my mum also bought for me alot of things....like ALOT!!!! and i also bought for myself this nice green earpiece..im crazy bout green.yea....and plus my mum gave me cash to go shoppin for more clothes...for sch and stuff..so its really cooll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1WOOOOOOOO!!!! so happy....

FRIDAY:
nahh...today is CHILLING IN day....so im resting...:P

but cant wait for sat and sun!!!!

melissa