currently listening to: missing-evanescence.
mood:damn!
what am i supposed to do...sure!! everybody has their own problems rite???till they put it on you..then it becomes your own problem...
expectations are way off the roof but no support..just critics...
"no passion!"..."no changes!"..."why cannot be like her?!?!"....
everyone is ready to do anything for her but when it comes to me, oh i have to prove myself....ok fine...whatever!!! i shudnt have asked in the first place...cause EVERYTHING is NEVER enough....
maybe this will all be over..in a week, a month, a year...but i will nvr forget what yall say to me...
so superficial and hypocritical....
i'll just act like a doll...putting up a masquerade...cause the ones that hurts you the most happens to be the ones that are closest to you...
from now on im just gonna focus on studying..for a better future..its my only way to get out of thid never-ending hell hole...
melissa
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