the insights to me(amplified)

so lately i find myself in an ambigous postition.
praying silently for selfish reasons.
sinful indeed.
yet the voice inside questions my being..my sanity..
ethical? i dunno...
trapped. now i know whats wrong.
its not me..never was..
just the desire to consummate..
the state of perfection..




what brought mankind to this state of "dog-eat-dog" world?
the endless paper chase...
we all become slaves of green...or what we call "ka-ching"
the world has turned to total savageness...
damn, i ask..
does the word "civilize" exist anymore???


ALL THIS....just a thought..