this one's a keeper

Today I stumbled upon this line. "Real men love curves. Only dogs love bones." Which is so true. :) Gives me a reason to smile. And another thing. A man who can appreciate your body, love your insecurities, respect your boundaries, understand your reasons is truly a gem. He touches your hairy legs, says your beautiful without make up, checks you out while youre in your sweat pants, goes all out to make sure youre okay. When a guy like that comes around, grab him. Cause it is probably the best thing you could ever ask for. And savour it while it lasts. I thank god everyday. I pray we last. I pray for you.

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sense of belonging

I dont feel like i belong anywhere. Not at home. Not at work. Not anywhere. Dont feel like im being noticed or supported. Not listened to. Being used but not appreciated. Im gonna be a working adult soon. The transition isnt gonna be easy but i have no idea how im gonna cope. What if i do get more depressed. I do have goals. But it feels like someone else's. That person should know who. Forced to do alot of things without reasoning. How can you send me back there?? I felt as if my well being wasnt any of your concern. Thats when i realised that i didnt belong.:'(.. Im just afraid that if i dont find my interest or my zest to live.. Or even love for that matter, i might lose it.
With tears in my eyes, i pray God gives me something to live for cause it seems nobody want me but everybody wants me for their selfish gains. :'(

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save the hero.

Gosh i do not feel like living anymore. I dont have anything to fight for. No support from anyone for anything. It hit me like a train today. Why do i feel this way im not sure. I feel like and island. With voices that whispers my thoughts. And weather coherent with every emotion. Visitors do come and go.
"who's there to save the hero after she saves the world??"
Right now i should pray for meaning. Simple yet deep. Sick of the superficial.

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