sense of belonging

I dont feel like i belong anywhere. Not at home. Not at work. Not anywhere. Dont feel like im being noticed or supported. Not listened to. Being used but not appreciated. Im gonna be a working adult soon. The transition isnt gonna be easy but i have no idea how im gonna cope. What if i do get more depressed. I do have goals. But it feels like someone else's. That person should know who. Forced to do alot of things without reasoning. How can you send me back there?? I felt as if my well being wasnt any of your concern. Thats when i realised that i didnt belong.:'(.. Im just afraid that if i dont find my interest or my zest to live.. Or even love for that matter, i might lose it.
With tears in my eyes, i pray God gives me something to live for cause it seems nobody want me but everybody wants me for their selfish gains. :'(

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