what are words?

"What kinda guy would I be if I was to leave when you need me most" - Chris Medina.

I really wish people would mean that.
The feeling of loneliness just sucks you in. And its one feeling you cant bring yourself out of. The most dangerous feeling cause you think you have nothing to lose at the monent which drives you to do stupid things without much thought. So when you promise someone you'd be there, be there. Make your words turn into action. Show that you care and love unconditionally. Cause a person can only come out of the darkness with a strong helping hand. Cause chances are when the person is lost in the lonely abyss, she might never come back. And when she doesnt, its too late. Then what?? But when she knows she has someone whom she can count on, she feels like her existence on earth is acknowledged. And thats probably the only thing I need right now. Apart from having alot of love in my life.
What do you do when you have so much to say yet you dont cause you dont wanna seem weak. Cause you dont want to drift apart?
Well, whats the point if continuing this masochistic torture then?
Its starting to feel very one sided. I never asked for this. And its hard holding onto it too.
I deserve an angel. To be by my side always. Not literally but shows that I'm loved and acknowledged. I feel everybody deserves that. I know I'm somebody's angel. But I'm still searching for mine.

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